a "gift ecosystem" is founded upon sharing, trans-parency, and openness both in openness and closing (closing and opening around things). one of its practices is of being vulnerable to information typically held private.

I am sharing my information for feedback or support.

since I still live with my family, I do not really have consistent expenses. A consistent expense I do have is a membership at a climbing gym which comes to $77.84 a month.

Debit card: $270.51

recent history:

Deposits

Depop (ACH credit) +51.94 (sold used clothing: shirt, zip-up sweater, and climbing shoes)

Dad (Transfer) +300 (my dad gave me $)

...

Credit card:

Transactions

Ebay -92.22 (another replacement camcorder for one I lost)

Subway fees and train fees -24.80 (went into city to see a friend)

Depop -64.44 (a replacement camcorder for one I lost)

...

"emergent presence" is spontaneous, disordered, and de-ranged (outside the ranges of common understanding) presence that is outside typical matrix of things static or Concretized.

if I am ever in this zoom meeting, I'll be open to chatting or holding space for presence.

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